Tuesday, September 10, 2024

Day 17: Can I change?

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to flood my mind with fear and doubt that I will lose my job because I missed a week of work in the beginning of the month

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be afraid of losing my job because I doubt my ability to sell my minimum units having missed a week at the start of the month

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to doubt myself when it comes to selling the minimum units in a month, using my memory as the evidence of all the times in the past that I have failed to perform to the level I need to in order to achieve the result I desired

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the belief system that tells me that my current and future results are limited by my actions and performance of the past, not seeing, realizing, and understanding that I have been using my past as the only indicator of my future results

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself believe that I will never be able to do better or different than I have done, not seeing, realizing, and understanding that if I am never able to do better or different then that is the perfect recipe for remaining the same and that if I don't believe that I can do better or different, then I will not do anything better or different

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I cannot change because of all the times I have failed to change

I see realize and understand that change does not have to be a special experience, but change be made moment after moment simply by making new decisions 

When and as I see myself making a decision that is keeping me the same, I stop and I breathe, and I remind myself that it is in moments like these where we can actually live change

I commit myself to follow through with my next steps until I have changed in reality 

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