What a day. I am alive, I am awake, I am a creator.
and boy does it feel like it
it's amazing to see the difference in how I feel lately, I feel good, I have been optimistic, I have been productive, I have been disciplined, my body has been moving etc.
That was a big ass upgrade that I went through because damn don't nothing feel the same. My confidence has been crazy, I have been less and less ashamed of myself and the way I am, and I can actually say that I am very proud of myself for where I am and what I am doing to keep moving forward.
My path does not end here, there is a long way to go, and it might not always feel this good, but I want to remind you that every step you take, every hurdle you face, will absolutely be worth it, not only for the man you will become, but for the model you will set to your son about how to be a man, and the model you will set for your daughter about what a man should be.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that when I feel strong urges to watch porn, that I have no option but to do it
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be unwilling to say no to porn when I feel a strong urge and I have an opportunity to indulge in it
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be unwilling to commit to not watching porn in the same way I will commit to doing my TT and writing every day
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am not strong enough to say no to porn every time
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to keep watching porn
I commit myself to, for the remainder of the month, to not watch porn as a test of my discipline and commitment to myself
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