Day 11: I GOT IT

 Currently going back through the Your Wish is Your Command audio series and had a profound realization during the last audio session. KT was explaining how during a break one of the guests came up to him exclaiming "I GET IT, I FINALLY GET IT, IT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE" and he laughed it off as if in on some joke. He then went on to explain that when one has a high teachability they will never get it,  rather they will always be getting it. In contrast when one has a low teachability they will have an " I GOT IT" attitude and stop their pursuit of learning. My realization within this point has to do with the fact that for the last two years I have had an 'I GOT IT' attitude and how having that attitude is a big factor in why I have not created the life of my desires

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I got it and that there is not anymore for me to get other than results, within this point I have at times even participated and believed in the thought process of "I don't need to learn anymore", not seeing realizing and understanding that to know and not to do is not to know, and that if I do not have what I want to create then there is something missing from the equation and in fact I DO need to learn more in some regard in order to change my situation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe myself superior to others because of the tools/community/knowledge I have access to, not seeing realizing and understanding that to know and not to do is not to know, and that if I have not changed anything even with the tools/community/knowledge I have access to, then that means that I have an incredibly low teachability index

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have a low willingness to learn

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have a low willingness to accept change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I continue doing things the way that I have been doing them that I will get everything I desire, not seeing realizing and understanding that if what I have been doing is not getting me what I want, continuing that pattern of behavior will not yield different results, I see realize and understand that this pattern can be described as having a low teachability index

I see realize and understand that my current state in life can be attributed to the five basics

1. who do you listen to?

2. Teachability index

3. Training balance scale

4. Four levels of learning

5. Master the basics

Since I developed an awareness that I do have power to change my reality four years ago, I have been listening to the wrong people, I have either not been willing to learn or not willing to accept change, I have been either too focused on the how or too focused on the why without knowing how, and I have not spent enough time at the conscious competence level to develop the proficiency in skillsets that will help me create the life of my desires and so

I commit myself to master the five basics 

I commit myself to finish the your wish is your command audio series

I commit myself to increase my teachability index