This simple idea is one that I continue to develop a new understanding of and new realizations about. To reference back to one of my previous writings however, not something that I have acted differently because of, not at least until now. It started with a simple thought for myself that I DID translate into action which was my realization that I was afraid to look at my self, self-honestly and tell myself who I really am. That's a big reason why I started these blog posts. I realized I would never be able to have what I want if I never learned who I am.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny myself self-realization
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny myself self-honesty
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame porn for the way that I am, not seeing realizing and understanding that part of the reason I have struggled so long with the point of porn is due to the fact that I saw myself as unequal to porn, and perceived porn to have control over my impulses and desires, and so I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe myself less powerful than porn, within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take responsibility for my own actions and reactions
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see realize and understand that I will not be able to create what I want without knowing who I am
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to divert my focus down too many avenues, not seeing realizing and understanding that what my focus energy and attention is set on is what I will create and that if I am spreading 100% of my focus down 10 different avenues I can only ever give 10% of my creative expression to one avenue at once and within this I see realize and understand that the less I divert my focus the more of my creative power I will be able to express, within this I see realize and understand that if the only way out is through, the more of my creative power I can focus on the way out, the easier it will be to overcome any obstacle that might stand in my way and so I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not even give myself a fighting chance to find a way out of the current life, of what I do not want, that I have created , by dedicating too much of my creative power towards suppression or generally things that I do not want to happen
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to divert my focus down too many avenues, not seeing realizing and understanding that what my focus energy and attention is set on is what I will create and that if I am spreading 100% of my focus down 10 different avenues I can only ever give 10% of my creative expression to one avenue at once and within this I see realize and understand that the less I divert my focus the more of my creative power I will be able to express, within this I see realize and understand that if the only way out is through, the more of my creative power I can focus on the way out, the easier it will be to overcome any obstacle that might stand in my way and so I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not even give myself a fighting chance to find a way out of the current life, of what I do not want, that I have created , by dedicating too much of my creative power towards suppression or generally things that I do not want to happen
I see realize and understand that I am a creative being, and that I have severely limited the power of my creative expression by not accepting and allowing myself to dedicate the entirety of my power to the creation of what I want and so
I commit myself to create a vision board so that I may see clearly in my physical reality, what it is that I want to create
I commit myself to create a mind movie to watch every day to impulse myself with the vision of what I want to create
I commit myself to create a stability list to do every day in order to impulse myself with what I want to create
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