there is a lot of good bad and ugly to all of us I think. I tend to block out some of these parts or act is if my ugly is just kinda bad, or my bad isn't really that bad, and that my good is great. My own personal cheerleader it looks like. But what is the reality of that, is it that I am cheering myself on, or that I am disillusioning myself and making myself believe that I am who I am not.
Spoiler* I already know the answer
and no, its not an auditorium full of MEs cheering me on, its more like the angel and the demon on the shoulder, but the devil uses a megaphone and the angel only speaks up when the devil is procrastinating on bad advice
Theres' the power of the mind. It's truly an amazing thing, but definitely a force to be reckoned with.
I have trained my mind very well at the art of lying to myself, of hiding the truth of who I am from me so that I think I am better than I am.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to disillusion myself
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blur the lines between my good, my bad, and my ugly
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to procrastinate
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to avoid doing things when any resistance arises
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be self-honest with myself
I commit myself to, by the the end of this upcoming Sunday night, create a list of my good, my bad, and my ugly from an objective standpoint
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